Too Long To be TitledThe Muse of Me.1.30 in the morning. I couldn't sleep. The urge to write suddenly snapped me out of my solitary moment in my 3x4 m room. I had to pause from my current activity-painting-and start writing. Now and then I can feel like I want to write, be it fiction or based on my opinion about things that are meddling in my head. After a minute or two, I finally decided that it was the latter that caught me.It is funny yet interesting to see that some people are "searchers". They spend lots of their life time to find out what really matters in their life. For some people, the idea of "just living" is never enough. The argument makes complete sense: we only live once (not twice, as noted in one of James Bond's movies) and we have to live our lives to the fullest. To elaborate it even more, we will find out that the idea of "living our lives to the fullest" may vary among people, among the "searchers". Some would choose the life of complete enjoyment, swinging around and prancing about.